Someone has put me in the toaster and for that I am grateful
Just had the worst sleep in a long time last night...
Been dreaming about my cat recently. I have been missing her a lot...
Time for bed, if I think anymore I will start screaming
I don’t wish to admit it, but I don’t get a great feeling from his friends. Perhaps it’s simply because I’m a lot different than they are, or they’re just a lot more talkative than me, but I never feel truly comfortable around any of them. The only person I liked in his friend group has since left, so talking to her isn’t really possible.
I know I’m just being sensitive for no legitimate reason, but they all kinda disturb something within me that I don’t particularly like.
There are no girls at this school who want to absolutely destroy me and that just makes me so sad
Brain feels particularly gelatinous today
Broke up with Naturalism, currently in a fwb situationship with Decadence
I kid you not, the electronic studio is my happy place. It’s like hanging with the cool kids as they cheer you on with your life goals. Getting to say hi to the old Macintosh SE in there too gives me so much joy💕
It's funny how much I missed the feeling of sitting in a classroom about an hour before the class actually starts. The peace and quiet, no one bothering you, stomach full of food. It's genuinely a calming college experience
Time and nature really is healing💕
Got the sleepies ZzZzZz
HIT AND RUN HIT AND RUN
Currently experiencing the "Thought Paradox"
I find it so strange that having vivid dreams can make you feel unrested when you wake up in the morning. I mean, usually it’s due to a bad dream, but not always. I also hate that it happens during nights I’m having trouble sleeping as is.
I am the housewife
I’ve never wanted to do that so badly since I was on Zoloft… I am extremely unwell actually
It's been a blue few days. It's clear that I'm not doing enough to get me out of this depression
Silly fellow, silly fellow is against me!
Do it scared
They call that “relapsing” unfortunately…
Spinning my wheels
Liminal space in my own home
God I can't stand the humidity making my room feel like a goddamn sauna. Everything feels so close it's awful
They’re so heavy
god I fucking love gay people
Had a dream about them and now I am incredibly touch starved again
I want to be on T so bad
I’m lonely, yet the thought of hanging out with someone makes me so nauseous
Ok that made me really irritable
He seems like the kind of guy who’d teach me how to get laid
Was looking at old nudes of mine from 2-3 years ago and noticed how much more confidence I have now than I did then. It’s so clear I was trying to be something I’m not, and it makes me feel really good to see how much I’ve grown in accepting my gender identity and other internal/external strangeness.
I’ve genuinely haven’t felt this positively productive about something in a while
I honestly am so frustrated at the fact that I can’t trust my feelings with anyone. Any emotion or complex thought process I have about a person suddenly turns into me thinking I’m asking too much or I’m being obsessive, therefore I don’t have the ability to act rationally.
It doesn’t help that people I was once close with have talked shit behind my back claiming that I act that way…
Falling down holes again
My 15 year old cat has loved me more than any other living organism out there
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